Life is a beautiful struggle...I wouldn't change a thing.....This how I see it.

Friday, June 15, 2007

WOOHOO

HITTIN UP THE FEST THIS AFTERNOON FOLKS. YEP. GONNA TAKE ALL THE KIDDIES, PERHAPS RIDE A FEW RIDES, MAYBE EAT SOME GRILLED PORK ON A STICK (PUERTO RICANS ARE SOOOOO CREATIVE, AREN'T THEY??) JUST WALK AROUND AND ENJOY BEIN OUT.
AND IF THE KIDS DECIDE TO LET ME OUTTA THE HOUSE, I'MMA GO BACK THIS EVENING. WITH MY LITTLE SISTER AND BROTHER. IF YOU SEE US, WAVE, SAY HI. SAY "HEY WILLIAMS'S'S'S HOW YA'LL DOIN THIS FINE SUMMER EVENING?"LOL. JUST DON'T START NOTHING. CUZ WHEN WE GET TOGETHER....WE GET A LITTLE.....UM....HOW DO YOU SAY..... "BUCK"? LMAO
ROFL
NO, SERIOUSLY THO, I KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MY SISTER AND A FEW MAY HAVE AN ISSUE OR TWO WITH ME AS WELL.....BUT DO NOT BOTHER US WHEN WE'RE WITH THE KIDS!!!! TAKE A NUMBER AND WE'LL PENCIL YOU IN FOR AN ASSWHOPPIN LATER!

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

off week

I have officially entered my "off week" from loyola (which it really isn't cuz i stll gotta work at CAPS but whatever-5 days off is not as good as 7 but ALOTALOTALOT better than NONE like I've done b4) So let me know if you MISS me (and/or mah babiez) and what you wanna do-cuz we are so DOWN!!!! LOL.

Shocked and Appalled

In case you haven't heard:

(June 13, 2007)--Newly-released 911 tapes show a woman died in a Los Angeles area hospital emergency room after doctors ignored her and 911 dispatchers would not arrange her transport to another facility.

Now King Harbor Hospital is under fire.

Some former patients are defending it but not the family members of 43 year old Edith Isabel Rodriguez.

Last month the mother of three was left to die on the floor of the emergency room lobby when no one would help her.

Her boyfriend, Jose Prado, made a frantic call to 911 from a hospital pay phone as she lay dying.

Now those 911 tapes have been released.

Prado used a translator to speak to the dispatcher.

When he got no help he hung up.

A few minutes later, a Good Samaritan tried 911 again.

Tape transcripts show the two saying that hospital staff were ignoring Rodriguez while she vomited blood and writhed in pain for 45 minutes in the hospital waiting area.

Dispatchers said paramedics would not come to move Rodriguez to another hospital.

Instead, they suggested contacting hospital administrators and security, who then arrested Rodriguez for a parole violation.

She died on her way out of the hospital.

Experts say Rodriguez could have survived if she had been treated early enough for her perforated bowel.

After listening to the tapes, Los Angeles County Supervisors called the hospital's actions a moral and human breakdown.

The incident is the latest high-profile lapse at King-Harbor, formerly known as King/Drew.

State authorities are investigating the death, and last week federal inspectors gave the hospital 23 days to shape up or risk losing federal funding.



I find this ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING. I am so angry that this happened. I am filled with sadness for this womans family and filled with fury for all the parties that ignored this poor womans suffering. I have a particular hatred for the male 911 operator that berated the woman calling-she was trying to get help for this woman-she was already in the er for something totally unrelated and was probably distressed enough over her own illness(or one of her loved ones) and she had enough compassion to call 911 for this woman that lay DYING on the floor and the f*ing 911 operator has the nerve to give her ATTITUDE. I have no sympathy for this man. No understanding. Nothing.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

o yeah

I almost forgot. Some stupid cumspot had the bad idea to make Van a fake yahoo personals profile. He thought it was me of course, but after we got that straightened out-we're left to figure out who it really is. Let's just say I have my suspicions and whomever did has REALLY, REALLY bad judgement cuz I don't play when it comes to messing with mine and I WILL FUCK A BITCH UP.
This profile goes away. Now.
That is all.

fuck

clutter and debris.
and anyone in my building, no anyone, anywhere, that has a fucking problem with "clutter and debris"
and btw
kiss my ass

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

What's New, What's New.....

HI There!
I've been soooooooooo busy, soooooooo tired and I'm so sorry I haven't really kept up with returning phone calls, emails, im's or texts. Lemme get some updates in right quick.....
How bout work? I'm still at CAPS part time. I just can't quit them, they're my people, lol. I'm not at Heartland anymore tho, my time with them ended last week, cuz they're too far and gas is too much AND.....I'm finally in at Loyola. That's right, I've reached one of the highest echelons in the technician world-HOSPITAL STATUS! yEAH, BITCHES! But I hate it. Not the work, but the pharmacists are so rude and so mean and so disrespectful.....ugh. It's disgusting. Not so much to me-they tried that shit the first day-and you know I had to lay it down-MS. ASHLEY DOES NOT PLAY THAT SHIT. But it pisses me off so badly to see them treating other people badly. They told this one girl that they don't have to respect her because she's just a technician, and when she gets her degree then they'll address her with respect. That's some bulllllllll. I swear. Regardless of whatever differing levels we may be on professionally-we're both still people. And you're degree in NO WAY makes you a better person than me. I deserve the same respect I give to you simply because we are both human beings. I am neither your dog, nor your child. Don't talk to me like I am either. All the work that you REFUSE to do because you are a PharmD. and it's beneath you-well guess would who HAVE to do that if your technicians weren't around????? YOU. JAGOFF. And do you realize that your career and your license and your 100,000$ degree depend on me doing my job right-so be nice-I'm less likely to fuck something up and kill someone if I'm happy.*sigh*
Sorry for that, lol. Lil venting, But other than the people Loyola's good. Moneys real nice. It's pretty close. And it's 7 on/7 off-So thats pretty fuckin A. Cuz Van misses me and the kids miss me and now they can see me and get sick of me again, lol.
The kids are lovely as usual. Fat boy is only getting fatter. He is still his fathers clone-except for his eyes-which are STILL bright and BLUE. He's up to eating 10 ounces every 4-5 hours. WOW. Trini never ate that much. He scoots along on the floor-he's a mover. He rolls over and he LAUGHS AND SQUEALS and everytime he does my heart dances. I love my son! Trini is growing up so quickly. She's so self-sufficent, and stubborn, and strong willed. She's MY twin, lol. She is so smart and I'm so proud of her everyday. She can drive you nuts with her stubborness sometimes-but I love the fact that she's her own person. The twins are good. They are still being put through a ton of crap b/c of the greasy one. Poor babes. The beginning of this school year, Van was doing homework with them every week. Their first quarter grades were A's and B's but since this garbage popped off they've dropped all the way to D's. And clear your calendars cuz their birthday party is June 30th. We were supposed to take them somewhere-but she's still being selfish and still thinking of only herself, and like all the lawyers say "it's a control issue" so when we asked for a weekday-she bugged out talking about "her time" even tho we gave up our time so she could have them for one weekend a month and her birthday and mothersday weekend. And i ain't going to 6 flags or anywhere like it on a weekend-too crowded. So we gonna party hearty. Be there. Can't do nothing but be happy with what we got-she's not worth the energy it costs me to be negative. And I know we got a nice little saving in the Karmic bank, and that psychotic heifer is negative. She can do whatever she wants. She won't ever be able to stop them from coming over here and being happy. : )
What else.....hmmmmmm?
I got my first real diamonds on mother's day! Beautiful earrings! I only take them off when I have to go into the cleanroom-I love them so much! (Thank you baby)
We were watching Miss Universe last night on tv and during the evening gown competition Trin goes "Mommy! LOOK! THE PRINCESS!!" LOL. And then when they were down to the last five or whatever she goes "mommy. the same. look. the same." and she was right-all those girls did look the same.
I feel good. I feel great. I feel beautiful. I feel envied and desired. Two kids later and I feel like I am in better shape than I ever was. Life is hard, but God is with us, and HE helps us with every step. I am tired, but I am happy and the future holds so much more happiness for us (who cares if it doesn't hold any rest for me, lol) I'm excited and positive. Thats what's new. I am HAPPY. And I am POSITIVE. Cuz I know things will not only be just fine-they will be GREAT.

Hey! And I'm not pregnant anymore. I can go out and stuff, so hit me up. I miss my people. And I can have some fun once in a while. It's ok.

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Not Gonna Do it.....NOT Gon' do it

I'm not gonna stay. I'm just not. Loyola is a pisshole full of pissheads ad I am NOT gonna stay. I don't care that gas is about to be 4 dollars a gallon and it's only 14 minutes away from my house. I DON'T CARE that it's a 7on/7 off schedule. I don't care that its one of the top hospitals in the country with inly the most advanced shiit. I DONT that it aysover 30 grand a year. I DON'T CARE I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT AND I WILL NOT DO IT. FUCKING ASSHOLES.