Life is a beautiful struggle...I wouldn't change a thing.....This how I see it.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

@ Twilight with the Twevils
blackbird singing in the dead of night take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life you were only waiting for this moment to arriv

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

listen, it's not something I struggle with often but when all of my stomach does not fit under my shirt.I put on a different fucking shirt!!

Monday, June 28, 2010

I swear this lil nigga waits till I'm GOOD AND SLEEP. Not just like a lil sleep....deep in there and enjoying it.....and then......
No more Taylor Lautner!!! Unless he is silent! And nude!

Sunday, June 27, 2010

I have two six flags tickets that need to be used by July 9.....30 bucks each o.b.o. please don't let em go to waste....
What a match-I'm half doomed and you're semisweet.
It's not even worth going to sleep at this point.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

I'm not gonna lie, Beau was hella cuter.
he is home.

Friday, June 25, 2010

Ah. Post-partum nausea. I had forgotten you were coming.....and that you were bringing misery with you.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

SATURDAY!!!
Thanking the Lord for this beautiful weather so my babies get to enjoy their trip to the zoo <3

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

“If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume and come back as a new character...Would you slow down? Or speed up?”
I don't take advice. Save it for someone who holds their intelligence in a lesser esteem than yours.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

trying like hell *not* to think about him...I just wanna go to sleep

Saturday, June 19, 2010

My tits are HUGE. justsayin
God is not punishing me. He actually really, really wants me to handle this well and I don't want to let Him down anymore. epiphany
13124721284
It's official. He's not coming home with me. As if I didn't feel bummed and alone enough...

Friday, June 18, 2010

hurting. like, on the inside.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

then came a baby boy with long eyelashes and daddy said "you gotta show the world the thunder"
catheter and iv line out! now if I could just get rid of these shits on my legs.....
Sad, lonely, and in pain.
Already this one is trouble. He crapped ALL UP IN ME. Not like, a lil bit, but a WHOLE LOT. Stinker.
Berneal Lucas Thompkins 6/16 @6:16 5lb 15oz RT @ibsuperwoman http://tinyurl.com/2ancrll

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Berneal Lucas Thompkins born 6/16 @ 6:16 5lbs 15oz
Berneal Lucas Thompkins born 6/16 @ 6:16 5lbs 15oz
I just lost my mucus plug........(!!!)

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Is actually trying to feel better enough to go back to work. Cuz I'm out of sick time : (
Ugh this is n o t g o o d

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Schyeah.....and maybe monkeys will fly out of my butt...... # waynesworld

Thursday, June 10, 2010

the last midwife I saw charted I was "depressed"........I think that's fair.
The kids better bring world peace or cure cancer or something cuz that's the only way I see this as being "worth it" at this point........yeah I fucking said it. And suck it if you don't fucking like it.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Considering Essure. Yep. It's that bad.
I'm so fucking tired.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

you have no idea.........I can't do this anymore and you really don't understand dammit!

Saturday, June 5, 2010