Life is a beautiful struggle...I wouldn't change a thing.....This how I see it.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

So effing pissed....you have no idea

I just found out that my parents commited my little brother......AGAIN.
AND NOBODY FUCKING TOLD ME.
THIS IS RIDICULOUS. THIS IS BULLSHIT.
HE IS NOT "CLINICALLY DEPRESSED" HE IS NOT FUCKING "BIPOLAR" OR "SUICIDAL" OR ANY OF THOSE THINGS.
HE'S JUST A KID WITH A FUCKED UP HOMELIFE-AND IT WITH YOUR HEAD. I KNOW. I WAS THERE. AND I DIDN'T NEED THE MEDS. AND NEITHER DOES HE. AND HE DEFINATELY DOES NOT NEED TO SPEND ANOTHER FUCKING HOLIDAY LOCKED UP. BECAUSE AS SOON AS I ESCAPED FROM THAT LOONY BIN AND FOUND MY OWN NORMALCY-I WAS-I AM F.I.N.E.
AND I JUST WANTED A NICE THANKSGIVING WITH MY BROTHERS AND MY SISTER AND THIS BULLSHIT JUST FUCKED ME ALL UP. AND I HATE MY PARENTS! I HATE THEM-HE'S JUST A KID-THEY ALL ARE-AND THEY ARE GOOD KIDS AND THEY ARE RUINING THEM. THEY ARE GONNA ENTER SOCIETY ALL FUCKED UP. I SURROUND MY SELF WITH ENOUGH LOVE AND ENOUGH SANITY TO FEEL NORMAL AND HAPPY AND GOOD-NO MATTER HOW FUCKED SHIT GETS.......MY BROTHERS AND MY SISTER.........I DON'T KNOW IF THEY'LL KNOW ENOUGH TO TRY.....OR IF THEY'RE TOO FAR GONE TO SAVE.
AND I JUST WANT MY BROTHER TO BE OK.
I LOVE YOU AVERY.
I MISS YOU.
I'M SORRY.

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