Gettin a lil beat up

I'm getting a little beat up by life right now. It seems as if nobody cares about me or how I feel. It's not a new thing, but it's just more apparent and hurtful right now. I'm gonn try and work through it. Like I said, it's nothing new so I have dealt with it before. I just wish it didn't always have to hurt so bad. Why couldn't I be numb to it already. Why couldn't I be used to it? I'm not. I just want to be loved and appreciated. I don't want to be worshipped or revered. Just loved.